I'm so distraught right now I can barely even think. I've been pouring over my finances (or, um, lack there of, if I may) and now I just want to crawl in a hole and die. I had a $340 "unexpected" expense this month (THANK YOU CITY OF CHICAGO!!) I have a $166 cable bill and a $187 phone bill (wha? why so high, Sprint? Why so high?) and approximately $122.00 in my checking account to last until the 30th. I have NO groceries. None. Not even one box of generic mac & cheese and some freezer burned hamburger in the freezer. Nothing. F. F. F-ity F. F. I know that I have only myself to blame, but dang, this sucks. I had one little "mishap" with some online black jack (thanks, J.L., for introducing me to the devil himself) and I've screwed myself ever since. I was going to be caught up (I'm not late, per say, with anything, but stuff is a touch overdue and now over the limit and whathaveyou) But everything was going to be on the up and up until my car was booted due to 2 unpaid parking tickets. Bah. I'm going to get a second job. Seriously, as soon as I'm done here I'm job hunting. Here's what's in a 1/2 mile radious from my full time job: 1) Bath and Body Works (I noticed they are NOW HIRING while driving by today as a matter of fact) 2) TJ MAXX (yeaahhh..might end up spending entire paycheck there, might not be a good idea. Might have the same problem with second job choice #1) 3) McDunnas (Could I really waitress? Is this even possible? I don't think I even have it in me) 4)Some other crappy bars and other crappy stores ie: Mandee, Marshalls, Party City, and Office Depot. This is gonna suck. |